paid you a visit at your grave today and I just couldn't
find the words that I wanted to say. The tears just
streaming down my face not even wanting to imagine you
being in such a cold and darken place.? So, I got
down on my knees and said the Lord's Prayer and when
I was done I just sat there wondering.
you were watching me from.? The heavens above or
the ground below, There was no grass just a small square
of up-turned dirt indicating where I needed to come
to visit my son.
All the while I couldn't stop crying, for my heart was
aching for your sky blue eyes, your soft loving touch
and that welcomed smile that always laid upon those
rosebud lips that were once mine.
As my eyes filled more of tears I couldn't help but
recall the days we shared before the Lord called you
to his side.
Remembering how we were in on the bed the day before,
as I was changing your wet pants that of which you always
seem to saturate. You were laughing and gooing at mommies
voice when all of a sudden I leaned down close to you;
looked into those beautiful sky blue eyes and kissed
your soft little neck and said, Don't tell Daddy, but
I'm in love with another blue eyed man! Your reply was
a soft laugh, and a big ol smile and then you said agoo
ah no, as if to say it was just between you and I.
There are so many other days to remember with you, but
that one I will treasure for you knew it was you, who
I was talking about. So today was
just one of many trips of
this kind that Mommy will
make to come see her
other blue eyed man.
Forever In My Heart, Never Apart